Monday, May 11, 2015
Relax and Enjoy Yourself
We should live our lives like that everyday.
Those that will judge, will judge, and I will never live up to their standards. Those who truly love me will accept me as I am and not focus on my flaws or weaknesses. And yet, I judge myself. While this couple was relaxing and enjoying their time at the beach, I was judging myself as unattractive, to chubby to take my shirt off in public. Relax, even with clothes on people know I am chubby, what am I trying to cover up?
The recent hospital stay was a unique event for me. Grin and bare it time, I joked to a couple of nurses and radiology technicians, I am sure you have seen worse today. The next round will be even more "revealing." What can I say, they see it all everyday, nothing but an extra 75 pounds to see here.